Loves Path
Every day I go on my way there are things I do that are enjoyable, places I travel past and activities to be on. It makes me tired to do a trip I may do, either it would be traveling to get to or from work, traveling for work, but usually it is done alone when I wish I had a friend with me. Its not often I see a couple in love when I am in public, or the jobs I work on usually are all men and have no room for a couple to be in the way. When I get home I stay alone and there is no one to be there for while I work alone on my computers or at my desk, just wishing I had the time and money from it so I can be happy beside her. To travel through life with someone you can care for is better, to be married or in love and there for one another wherever you may be.
As I leave the house in the morning usually I find the things I do on a typical day, there are cars on the road and people on the sidewalk or using the bus, at the bank in the morning on a regular day which is not payday, there is next to no one around but some elderly folks or those who work in the bank, some random folks who may or may not be employed. I with my back and neck pain enough to make it impossible to carry a day job like those who would even work at a bank, or drive the bus that I am forced to use when I do leave the house because of money in my way. Then if I were to go to get groceries or visit the hardware store, again its some random folks I would never know more then hello and goodbye, there are people that work there and its only somewhere to spend money it has no love in it. I travel outside or on a road somewhere to get where I go and I wish it was not always alone, but love has no place in a world like that, it is impossible to find.
When I do see two people together who may be holding hands or even seem like they are more then simple friends that it is more unusual I think because of money, because we all need an income and it makes us all separate. Its quite disappointing, to be the only one left at home, to find no one to know or meet each day, to get to know or be married to. I am in a society that needs money and I am injured enough to know I may be alone forever regardless of the love I have inside, it means next to nothing to the government of Canada that I have someone to marry, all they want to know is how to tax me better. Canada is mostly immigrants with families and foreign money is invested in land stolen from Indigenous people who were definitely here first. I find nicotine and liquor being sold in the store and now cannabis too. Its been tampered the weed has been ruined and is bad product. I think its because the government is very bad and does not care that of the same as the status which to my neighbors all hold in the care department. All this is a lot but I can see clearly its about Canadian Dollars and there is no love anymore because too many need more money then they have leaving them without any sense to love.
Which points to money ruining the world around me, being that it is merely a currency, a monetary amount of government notes to pay a bill of tax or make a deal which is clearly never going to be fair to the less fortunate. It has taken all the love away from my life, I am not one to lie about love but there are many who value money in its place. I don't think money is the right way as it is only good in the place you are in at the time. Money has nothing to do with love, but it has taken love away from the world around me because its impossible to share with someone who has so many problems because of money and the drugs that take from love itself. Drugs which are hard and illegal or misused substances are always in my way when I am in public it makes me hurt more in the end because of their behavior and that of the drug dealers who supply them. I myself am a pot head, I use weed because I am injured, its never going away and I don't want to be a pill popper my whole life. I believe the government is to much with their hands and fingers in Cannabis because they ruined the plants and its only bad weed now plus I am being ripped off at a corporate managed store for my money.
I wish there was a better way, someone to spend time with or if I had enough money to not be forced to work as hard as I must work to earn a few dollars that will never get me the love I need. It bothers me to be alone and see the things I do, to feel like love is lost its way and I will be alone forever. How can one not love anything, to not feel at all.
- 30 May, 2024
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